Eventually , I am suppose to study for 2 S.S SEQ... PHYSIC ... TESTsss !
But no motivation , you see ...
I dun sense any urgency .......
Its bad , i noe ........
ITS BADDDDDDD ...... *sigh*
Nothing helps miie to be motivated ..
Its bad to be too optimistic ....
Whenever i fail muii test , i told muiiself i will do better the nxt tyme ...
As tymes goes by ... NO improvement ...
So I GAVE UP ! -.-
Now , whether i just failed muii test or i failed very badly , i got no feeling ....
Totally nothing ......
I dun feel sooooooo sad lyk last tyme anymore .
Awwwwww ! ):
&& no matter how hard i tried to pay attention in class , or studied so hard ...
I will still fail ...
I getting so dumb ..
DUMB ... !
Muii minds' getting to work so slow .....
I am scared ................... *sigh*
Oh ... i am just writing all muii thoughts ...
Dont worry , i am fine . (:
&& i never restrict muii frens to do anything .
Or hate them when they do something i dislike or make frens wif someone i hate ...
Isnt it good ?
HAHA :DD
No jealousy ... A happy girl . (:
Now, i dun expect anyting to be expected ... (:
There is a saying , "You hate means you still care"
So i shall not hate ... (:
Cause , seriously i dun wish to care it ..
I want to be emotionless ! :DD
"What lies behind us and what lies before us are
small matters compared to what lies within us. "

Vented&&Ranted @ 6:55 PM