Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ♥.
So .... indeed i did wonderfully bad for this yr midyear . !!!
>):
I am soooooooooooo sad ........................ till i get this uncontrollable rage . .
{ Although i din show it out , cuz i dun see the reason why . }
I feel so lousyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
I want to bang wall die .. Or maybe died peacefully is better .
okay , get miie barbiturate to keep miie calm && to slp for good !
Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ..........
Arghhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~~~
-scream lyk a mad woman now .
Ima gonna buck up && work/study with some productive BUT not stressful friends . :B
I am going start chinese revision tml !
Not going to say " i hope i will " anymore , cuz i will ! (:
HAHAHAHHA .
So happy with muii determination . (:
Seriously , this midyr made miie so sad so heartache so depressed so dunno-how-to-react .
&& definitely i will wake up from muii tumberland .
I got baq almost all results {except hist, which will fail too . } && i FAILED , overall SS , CHEMISTRY{ oh i am so discontented with it} && AMATHS .
Well done .
I failed emaths P2 too . ):
Seriously , i am numbed now .
I cant cry ....
But i have tears rolling in eyes && get ready to drop anytyme , anywhere .
My god ........
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DUMB !
Demoralise sometymes .
2 teachers asked why i did badly for chem && chinese , i dunno wad to sae ..
I cant be admitting "oh cuz i never study " rite ? -.-
I did study , && i am saying truely from muii bottom of muii heart .
Yes , maybe i never study as hard as those who scored higher .
Smelly virgina .
Ok enough of those &@%^#%@*(!)@*(# fucking complainssssss .
I went swim today .
So some of the stress were released .
That's why i am able to stop !@##$#%$%^ . (:
I saw nina , nicole , kaixin && grace today in hg pool !
So cool .
So many ppl .
Ok i have to go && have muii dinnerrrrrrrr ~ (:
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
{ Although i din show it out , cuz i dun see the reason why . }
I feel so lousyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
I want to bang wall die .. Or maybe died peacefully is better .
okay , get miie barbiturate to keep miie calm && to slp for good !
Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ..........
Arghhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~~~
-scream lyk a mad woman now .
Ima gonna buck up && work/study with some productive BUT not stressful friends . :B
I am going start chinese revision tml !
Not going to say " i hope i will " anymore , cuz i will ! (:
HAHAHAHHA .
So happy with muii determination . (:
Seriously , this midyr made miie so sad so heartache so depressed so dunno-how-to-react .
&& definitely i will wake up from muii tumberland .
I got baq almost all results {except hist, which will fail too . } && i FAILED , overall SS , CHEMISTRY{ oh i am so discontented with it} && AMATHS .
Well done .
I failed emaths P2 too . ):
Seriously , i am numbed now .
I cant cry ....
But i have tears rolling in eyes && get ready to drop anytyme , anywhere .
My god ........
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DUMB !
Demoralise sometymes .
2 teachers asked why i did badly for chem && chinese , i dunno wad to sae ..
I cant be admitting "oh cuz i never study " rite ? -.-
I did study , && i am saying truely from muii bottom of muii heart .
Yes , maybe i never study as hard as those who scored higher .
Smelly virgina .
Ok enough of those &@%^#%@*(!)@*(# fucking complainssssss .
I went swim today .
So some of the stress were released .
That's why i am able to stop !@##$#%$%^ . (:
I saw nina , nicole , kaixin && grace today in hg pool !
So cool .
So many ppl .
Ok i have to go && have muii dinnerrrrrrrr ~ (:
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
Vented&&Ranted @ 9:32 PM